chop

Oh wow look

I want someome to shop my head cuz it hurts

Chop chop

Cuan

Lol so i was doinf some art-work relate and i hope i could get that 75k 😞

I need money so bad

why

Why i cant do anything properly

Why cant i become decent human being

Why am i alway spending a lot of money on something not important

Why i can't do something that i need to do

Why

Why

Please tell me why

Please dont say something like "Its called by being alive"

Whenever that happen i feel like i need to kms because i can't stand if that always happen when i alive

Please...

takut

Aku selalu takut meminta tolong ke oramg lain

Takut ditolak

Takut dikatain

Takuy merepotkan

Takut

Takut

Takut

staying in friend home

I was staying at my friend' house yesterday.

This happen cuz i said to my friend that teacher suggest me to staying in friend house to do my paper

And there i feel so miserable

First, when we almost arrive, it was raining so hard, the street was flooding so our vehicle can't pass.

We wet, hungry, tired and trapped between the water 😭

Second

I got no internet data-

I feel so agitated 😭😭

Being poor is miserable

Anyway it was still fun with all gossip and- i mean doing the paper 😉

I will staying again at Thursday till Saturday~

BBW

Lol

How could it stil 2nd December but i post something at 1st December yet it was yesterday that i was going to BBW??

A anyway i want to share my experience yesterday. 

I was going Big Bad Wolf book bazaar with lil bro. So many people, so many books

It was fun. Lil bro were inspecting soo many book and searching naruto manga, but we dont find it, cuz BBW is not selling it, but instead there are a lot DCcomics and marvel books.

Then we seeing child book. he still energetic and i was tired already. We keep strolling around kids book but he dont wat to buy any of them cause he said its too expensive :(

I want to but him Story of 25 Phophet and Rosul but it kinda expensive (125k) and i dont have a lot of money so we dont buy it..

I was kinda sad tho..

And then after that we goinf phipo and buy drinks cuz there are telkomsel festival and we can get 5k discount for exchanging point, so it was kinda benefit <3

We sit and enjoy our drink and after that going to our last stop and that is mari cuz i promise lil bro to show him naruto manga that he cant find in BBW.

We went to gramedia, and going to manga shelf and he avtually what he search was Boruto manga xD we only found the 4th volume in there tho

Last, we going home together

Pretty happy but kinda sad

I was buying books and i dont confident enough that i could finished it :(

And i dont even get any discount